No more swimming in shallow waters

I say this with a heavy sigh—It happened again. I have been discredited and abandoned by a group of friends who are taking Katie's side. Her side—the side filled with lies, flamboyant expenditures of money (on her parent's behalf) and an ugly ass weave. 

She is the best and worst part of my life. At one time, she was my other half, I guess you could say we were co-dependent. She then started pushing people away, telling lies and then believing her lies. I just wish she was the good person I knew so long ago. She doesn't care about anyone else. She just flashes money and apparently that shows true friendship. Oh well.

Here is the gist of the shittiest: I texted Joe telling him I felt a little abandoned after I hadn't seen him in two weeks and the few times he has contacted me back, he's with Kate. I told him he wasn't putting effort into our friendship, because he wasn't. So, I later get a call from Joe. No one is on the line, all I can hear in the background is a room full of people talking complete and utter shit about me. My "friends" Katie (Not the Devil) and Doug were talking about how petty I am, how I lie all the time. I lie? I lie? What? When the fuck have I lied about anything important? But yeah, there's the gist.

As I told Josh, I just want some fucking stability in my life. I'm tired of all of this pollution, man. It's waring me thin. And again, I am abandoned... Fuck this. 

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At least I know who my true friends are.